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Flaws and All

Just to top in the spirit of celebration that’s taken the world also is a factor that I feel now so strongly..and is captured in the hearts of so many people not only in Kenya but in the world and what better way to show it than through happy reading..n inspire and feel the love.

I Can’t
Its a
That your here with me
U do complete me
U bring out the best in me
I believe u were meant for me
Through it all u deserved me
Take my hand come walk with me
Let me tell u how your love feels to me
It feels like clouds are holding me
It feels like fire consumes me
It feels like chocolate melting on my hand
The feeling to good.. U don understand
Feels like u are my lucky charm
I know i do get testy sometimes
But I need to be sure that its right
Yet u love me still
I still don get it explain to me
I get mad n throw my heels at u
Its kinda funny thinking bout it
See… YoUr laughing too
Yet u stand there n tell me u love me
N my back starts to tingle gladly
I know I tend to get needy sometimes
My imperfections tend to get the best of me sometimes
Yet u see past all my weaknesses
N carry me through my teary moments
Your love is like honey n wheaties
Actually gravy.. Sounds corny
But that’s exactly why u love me
I still don understand,explain it to me
What actually makes u a man
To love a woman so deep, so bad..
Like candy in a baby’s hand
Am never letting any other man
To ruin God’s perfect plan
Its destiny am made to understand
As fate would have it, as royalty does it
Your my connection
My little intervention
God’s favourite creation.. Blessed in all mearsure
In your eyes..I see what I can be
Unimaginable me..the stars themseves show me
Ur smile..
So pretty..shiny..nothing as beautiful could compare to this..
Wishes upon a star won’t cut me
Ur amazing
N am blessed more than this..
In more ways am certain unlike this..

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The Jewel

In the spirit of all things bright and beautiful and in my randomness, I felt like writting rather sharing this with the world.. W’ere all, rubies etc..despite our flaws..we shine and we should allow ourselves to..happy reading and goodnight..

She is just the jewel in the ruff
The rock covered in dirt
She is the picture on the frame
That seems so yet refrained
She is the yellow in the sun
That everyone wants to shun
She is the moon that ever shines
Yet no one seems to mind
Just the little diamond in the surf
The jewel in the ruff
She’s always trying to speak her mind
But no one has the time
She tries to peer through the hole
N the soldiers drag her off
She fights to get another chance
But instead she gets a shrug
Kicks n then the shoves
The cold head of guns on her shirt
She promises not to speak
As she’s weeping silently
They stand aside as they taunt
Throwing rocks as they move along
Its time to say goodbye
She knows it is that time
The clock is on the wind
Tick tock goes the chime
He stands as if to strike her
A cold sweat seems to bite her
As she slowly shuts her eyes..
Clenching her fist all the while..
Its done now… Said the mime
Blood dripping down the drain..
The linger on their face..
That sorry whose to blame..
That was she.. The diamond in the turf
The jewel in the ruff..
Oooh..she just lost her shine
N no-one did ever mind.

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The letter of the hopeless romantic

I am in quite the mood to share..n this was a poem/letter I wrote in one of the darkest times in my life..I think I draw comfort knowing that whoever am referring to..doesn’t really know its about them.. Nonetheless, I hope someone can relate with goes..

As I sit down to pen this
A voice telling me its nonesense
I wouldn’t care less..
Rather.. I count my losses..
As I try again to come to terms with my menaces..
Guilt resurfaces..
I guess what am trying to say is sorry
Am sorry that I hate the word sorry
Am sorry that ur sorry
Am sorry I couldn’t hold on to you
Am sorry I didn’t say I love you
Am sorry I dint believe in you
Am sorry I didn’t tell you the truth
Am sorry that I ignored you
When you reached out to me..I failed too
Am sorry at the time I didn’t want u
Am sorry that love wasn’t enough
Am sorry I was so close, yet so far…
Yet you said we were in this together..
Am sorry I felt u were not good enough
Pretty enough.. Not worthy of me much
Am sorry I constantly yelled at you
When I should’ve just told u
What exactly bothered me about you
Am sorry that I wasted my time
Pushing you away..
When I should have spent it holding you
Am sorry that i dint realise that tym was not on our side
At least wen w’ere never is
Am sorry that I had u for a while..
Am sorry that I didn’t acknowledge your efforts
Of trying to fix what was broken
Am sorry that I left so many words unspoken
Am sorry I was too self-absorbed
Am sorry I failed to cheer you on..
Am sorry I became impatient.
I just wanted happy ever after that moment..
Am sorry your definition of “change” wasn’t in my vocabulary..
Unavailable in my pictionary
Am sorry I didn’t wish you a happy valentines last february
Am sorry I didn’t trully forgive u from my heart.
All the transgressions that u did past.. Am sorry for a whole load of things..
I wish I could take back n make right
Am sorry I didn’t love with all my might
Am sorry my family got involved
Am sorry my uncle picked up my fone
It was indeed intentional..
I just thought that we could all get along
Am sorry things got outta hand.
Their were too many things I couldn’t stand..
Am sorry I looked down on you..
The worst thing a potential wife could ever do..
Am sorry two years ago u were a beautiful man..
Am sorry I changed you n drove u mad..
Getting you to start smoking n all
Am sorry I couldn’t stay to undo my wrongs..
I became selfish n hoped that u did the wrong..
Am sorry I gave up on u so fast
Yet u kept telling me I was the only one u loved
You had no thoughts of goin back..
Am sorry I put you down with my actions.
Now..I see, its no longer my satisfaction
Am sorry I let people dictate what love is supposed to be..
I know now what its meant to be..
Am sorry that my ego got the best of me..
That even friendship is now a distant reality..
Am sorry I didn’t picture u as a father
Am sorry for making u feel like u were a coward..
I was hung up on little ur
All those things I paid too much attention
Am sorry It felt like oppression
I should have believed in ur truth
Am sorry I never bothererd
No sorry is big enuf to say this..
N trust me wen I say I regret this mostly
Am sorry I didn’t believe in you..
Am sorry I did not encourage you too..
Am sorry that the past was too hard to forget… Too hard to move on..
Am so sorry we were never meant to be
Am sorry I keep hoping that u constantly think of me..
Am sorry that I miss u terribly
Am sorry that I miss u chasing after me
Am sorry that I hope u can’t stand the thought of being without me..
That ur world is crushing since am not innit..
Am sorry that I wish u’d pick up the fone n call me
Am sorry that I wish u knew how crazy u make me..
Am sorry that I wish u’d say one more time how much u miss me
How u can’t wait to kiss me.. 🙂
So much for wishful thinking
Am sorry I made you cry..
I promise that day I died inside..
Am sorry that I asked for too damn much..
Instead of thanking God that I could feel ur touch
Am sorry that its too late to have u back
All my efforts have fallen flat
It would be a felony if anyone found out
Am sorry that I miss your face..
Am sorry I miss looking into ur eyes
That cheesy laugh n smile..
And I wish that destiny brings us back
Am sorry that I kept so much inside
That it is now through this letter..
I now reside..
If u do get to read this..
In my dreams maybe or in reality..
In another lifetime or In this
I’m Still a hopeless romantic..
Unbelievable isn’t it?
This time around very sorry
There’s a part of me that hopes u dont get to know this
But if you do..oh well..u can act or not upon it..

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Think About it..

Well.. Today, I felt inspired to share this with the whole world..rather this part of my world.. Small things might not matter to many of us but actually they should. What am I talkn about? You may ask.. I’m talking about its sincerest and purest form.. It may seem like a dark topic but all the same its something to ponder about. Just this morning, my friend came in class..all smiles, carrying herslef with confidence like everything around her was rainbows and unicorns.. No pun intended..but when she settled into her seat after a light chat, I remember her dad was unwell the last time she told me about it.. And she said to me” as long as I have at least one day with him..that’s all that matters”.. Those words hit me.. Sometimes we walk around flaunting our egos to everyone and not giving a rats tail what other people may be going through yet they do nee d us. Many are the times, we feel we need someone to talk to but it looks like everyone else is engrossed in their business not having anytime for our “nonesense” but in reality..they do need us. I am a staunch believer of the proverb ” do unto others”.. But when this reality check hit me..clearly, I was double-sided.. So this may sound crappy or uplifting to you..but in the end its meant to spur a wave of action in you and me to be better friends to each other.. I am Pookie, be inspire XO

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Hello world!

Evening to everyone able to read this.. First time blogging officially..yess..let me have this moment. Can’t wait to share with you my joys, sorrows n emotions generally on things that matter to me.. From culture, music, fashion, photography..everything that makes life beautiful..I’ll reveal what makes me..I am Owiny jaber. Xo