Forgiveness – A Heart Matter

When You don’t want to forgive…. FORGIVE because You won’t be forgiven by your heavenly Father…

To The Praise of His Glory!

Matthew 18
21 Then Peter came to Him and said, “Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? Up to seven times?”
22 Jesus said to him, “I do not say to you, up to seven times, but up to seventy times seven.
23 Therefore the kingdom of heaven is like a certain king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants.
24 And when he had begun to settle accounts, one was brought to him who owed him ten thousand talents.
25 But as he was not able to pay, his master commanded that he be sold, with his wife and children and all that he had, and that payment be made.
26 The servant therefore fell down before him, saying, ‘Master, have patience with me, and I will pay you all.’
27 Then the master of that servant was moved with compassion, released…

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My soul had been hungering and thirsting for The Lord. And for a while, i had been reading the word, but not really taking the time to meditate on the word and because of that, I wasn’t getting any revelation. *Bummer*.Then, i stumbled upon this..The story of Noah.

Most of us i believe growing up have been told the story of Noah and How he built the ark. And how, God told him to take each animal, two of it’s kind into the arc. This man Noah was a blameless man, In fact the Bible says when The Lord looked at the earth after He created it, and saw the wickedness that it had become, He regretted creating Man and He resolved to destroy man and everything in it.

” But Noah found favor in the eyes of God.” -Genesis 6 : 8

And because of His love for Him, and because Noah had walked uprightly, then The Lord preserved his life.



Sometimes, situations may seem like He has forgotten us and evil is winning. It may seem like righteousness is no longer priority to God, BUT, God’s word once again in Proverbs 24 :19 says ” Do not fret for evil doers or be envious of the wicked,For there will be no future for the evil man”…


This now brings me to my favorite part of Genesis 7. Verse 17 and 18 speak of the Ark floating ABOVE the surface of the PREVAILING water. What are these prevailing waters? they are the situations that we constantly have to deal with like family issues, financial struggles, sickness etc. I just admire the wisdom of our God. He truly knows what will fit,He knows what armor will be needed for every situation.

The Lord as He commanded Noah to build an ark, He gave him specifications on how to build that ark. Genesis 6 : 15 expressly states:

“This is how you are to build it: The ark is to be three hundred cubits long, fifty cubits wide and thirty cubits high. Make a roof for it, leaving below the roof an opening one cubit high all around.Put a door in the side of the ark and make lower, middle and upper decks.”

And Noah did exactly that. God knew what was needed to make that ark stand in the time of the flood. In hindsight, am glad that Noah obeyed because if He hadn’t followed those specifications, him and his entire family would have been wiped out together with the rest of the earth.

The enemy would love to see us overwhelmed when trouble arises against us but we need to petition God to refine us, rebuild us and make us just like Noah’s ark, according to his specifications, that we may ALWAYS be ABOVE the waters when they rage against us.



Lord, Mould me just like Noah’s arc, according to your specifications. Enable me to always be ABOVE the raging waters when they rise against me.Amen!!!


Love and Light

XX Miss OwinyJaber XX



Howdy there… welcome back to my hub/ my port in a storm. 🙂 Alright for starters if you missed my last post, you can find it here and by all means read on and Share. Man, it feels too good to be back. Its been a busy half year, a lot of challenges, set backs but the highlight of it all, the victories that i have tasted..still savoring them to this point. You know there’s no gain without pain or at least the adage says. Nothing comes without sweat.. even the Word speaks of this in 1st Timothy 5:18: ” Thou shalt not muzzle the ox that treadeth out the corn. And, The labourer is worthy of his reward.” i have learnt in the last couple of months, that you cannot sit and wait for blessings to come to you. Yes we have the faith and we have the assurance that God will bless us but We have to ASK!… HOW DO WE ASK? Prayer, petitions and supplication to our Heavenly Father. James 4: 3 is fundamental scripture when it comes to the asking bit and it says,  ” When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.” Let me clarify, God is not against you being successful and having wealth, the problem arises when we idolize the wealth and the countless other blessings that He has bestowed upon us. Now, Let me share with you my “money bags” story, Growing up, i always desired to be rich and have constant cash flow. Poverty for me was unfathomable. I felt that i needed to do everything humanly possible so as not to be poor and to be honest, I STILL DON’T WANT TO BE POOR! HAHA! The difference is this time around, i have set my sights on heavenly things. Anyways,I envisioned myself driving a Bentley, Cadillac, throw in a Mozerratti…* Watch yourself, My dreams are valid!* i dreamed of living in a humongous mansion resemblant to the ones i had seen in Holly wood. All i saw was myself dressed up in the finest of the finest attire, i mean switching from Donna Karan to Vivian West wood to Oscar de la Renta.  Girl had it ALL figured out, UNTIL one day,walking in the streets of Nairobi, God opened my eyes to see the hurting, the bruising world that i live in. I cannot count the number of times that I’ve walked across the street and seen a woman with 5 babies begging on the street, taking another turn, a sick man holding a sick child, the skin of this child visibly burnt to the point that his fragile bones could be seen, this case in particular brought me to tears. When the Lord exposes you to such  ghastly scenarios, there’s always a 360 degree turn around that happens, at least for me it did. I began to understand why i do not receive answers to my prayers quick enough.i do not receive because I am selfish. All  i think about is me,myself and I. Everything revolves around me. God had to deal with this part of me that was so hell-bent on getting rich. He showed me how much he valued our relationship and that He doesn’t want anyone or anything to take His place in my life. He helped me understand how He wants me to view wealth and hence why i share this post. These are some of the lessons that God has taught me along the way with regards to wealth. You know, we are so blessed that  we have  an amazing Loving Father who evidently takes time to help us understand important precepts of life such as these. He is teaching us how to ask, and when we receive, we must give back not only to HIM but even to society. His word in  1st Timothy 6:9-10  says ;

“People who want to get rich fall into temptation and a trap and into many foolish and harmful desires that plunge men into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs.”
Unfortunately this is true. We live in a society where the word “celebrity” and “socialite” are the order of the day. The youth of my generation have succumbed to the lie that is ” beauty sells, sex sells”nowadays, young women and men are giving away their morals all in a bid to buy Brazilian weaves and gold watches. It’s such a sad state of affairs but it is the truth.
as Christians though we need to understand that as much as we live in the world, we are not of the world. There is a great distinction between us and the world. Nonetheless, i don’t say this to condemn them that do these things because even i lived that life, had the same mindset but Christ changed it, He changed me. We are meant to be a light of this world and by the way we live, others should get attracted to the light that shines within us who is Jesus Christ.
 Material things then should not be my focus,  God should be THE ULTIMATE FOCUS. i have realized that i live in a “material world” where the distinctions are based on the social class that you belong to,how much money is in your bank account and my circle of friends who have to be wealthy and famous just so that i could get accepted.
 I have come to a place of realization that God is all I ever need in this world and everything else is supplementary.
This is my prayer for you too dear reader, that God will open your eyes to see past dollars, watches and wallets. I pray that we all come to the understanding that its the Kingdom of God that we need to fervently seek, then and only then will ALL OTHER things be added unto us..
May i emphasize, i am not against the affluent at all, if anything it’s proof to me that God does indeed bless, He rewards. He is not a respecter of persons. The word says that He lets the sun shine on both the Godly and Ungodly. He has no partiality. He loves ALL the same.
How Then Should We View Wealth?
I just bless The Lord because He is a God of excess. He does exceedingly, abundantly above and beyond all that we could ever ask or imagine. When He does give us that excess, we should view ourselves as custodians of that wealth. It is absolutely yours but He has a say in how you use that money.
How we treat wealth and success is a determinant on whether God can entrust us with more.
Let me give an illustration:
Joshua has been asking God for a car Audi Q7( shhhh..that’s my dream car 🙂 . He has fasted and prayed and God blesses him with the car. He drives himself around everywhere; at work, hospital, you name it. He is a regular church attender and he gives his tithe and offering.Now, there’s a wedding coming up and it involves a couple that is not well off. They make a request for people to lend to them their cars for the wedding.
The Holy Spirit nudges Joshua to give his car but pride sets in and he chooses not to.
Later on in the week, He gets into a car accident and the car is totaled.
The Bible in Mathew 16 : 26, which happens to be one of my favorite verses with regards to this subject says:
“What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul?”
 Is money worth  your soul? the earth and everything in it is fleeting, they will all pass away but God’s word will remain forever. Stock up for yourself riches in heaven instead where the moths cannot reach. Set your eyes on the things above other than earthly things.
How much do you value your relationship with God? Is anything getting in the way of your relationship with him?
It could be money, relationships or even work..
These things end up becoming barriers to our breakthroughs and lead to us having broken relationships with God.
Check these things and choose who takes priority.
Love and Light
X Miss OwinyJaber X



What’s her truth you ask?  That apparently She didn’t know it all as she thought….

You see, she thought she thought she knew the colors of the rainbow..

she thought she knew when the sun rises in the morning..

she thought she understood the times, the tides… How sadly mistaken she was..

She thought she knew well her journey.. she thought she understood her purpose… She thought it was all in the tight grasp of her hand…

She thought she knew the stars that shine.. she thought she knew all the world has to offer, i  mean she had seen it all, tasted it all…Figured it all..

She thought she was a carrier of all the knowledge of the universe.. She wouldn’t be bothered with your silly submonition, at least that’s what she thought…

She thought her wisest was wiser than the giver of the wisdom.. she walked in it..she ravished in her wisdom.. she thought she had wisdom in her ally…

She thought she understood the routes, the nooks and the crannies of life.. no need to pester her with your ” directions”.. ” I know better..walk away” she said… she shrugged…

How the cruel hand of death was poised to drag her to hell by her nose.. she was already in death’s she was in urgent need of help…

Then it dawned.. she had to do away with ALL OF IT.. all that she knew, all that she THOUGHT she understood.. all that she had held onto.. all that felt mattered… all the people that left her shattered.. She knew that it was time to let them go..

But.. OH NO?! Not without struggle… she  was still thinking it would be easy.. no way..she wept plenty tears, spent plenty sleepless nights.. innumerable are the nights she wondered when it will all come to an end….

Then one Morning… TRUTH dawned.. her eyes now unveiled.. Truth became her friend and her beacon of light.. She had changed..

No more thoughts, no more fights.. No more hopelessness.. All the fear she had, had now been allayed. Now, she was bold, she was  courageous.. she was Fearless… STRONG…

Now… to make the STEP! She realized it’s not gonna be easy.. this  journey is tough.. the paths seem so crooked. A LOT of uncertainty.. Girl has to literally take the high road and just trust!

HOW? it wasn’t in her purview how that would happen. she was so used to everything being as crystal clear.. Everything has to make sense.. there ALWAYS has to be a reason why it happened..

SILENCE.. was deafening.. there was a presence but no response to the billion thoughts running through her mind… ” You’re thinking again..”  there goes her Botox smile… How can she tread on unfamiliar paths?

She thinks of going back.. it’s way easier on the other side.. the grass is always greener the other side of town. isn’t that what they say?  Things seemed simpler the other way… It was going to get worse if she did… if she chose to return?

Did she?

“What is it they say about faith and Trust? Do these virtues co-exist”…. is it possible for one little human like myself to carry around such heavy..weighty virtues.. You’re asking me to keep walking.. not to question the direction but to trust that i will end up where i was mean to be in the first place.. PURPOSE..

She made  a choice finally to just sit back, relax and just trust in the process….. FINALLY!

That is Her truth…


Can you relate?

Love and Light

x Miss Winnie x

Lessons From Joyous Celebration .😇😇😇

Woooooptyy Woop! !!it’s 2015!!! Aren’t I Glad its a brand new start!!The beauty of endings is that it signifies new beginnings,new breakthroughs and new memories…. it’s important to stay still and Let God Chanel his goodness and faithfulness through you. .*It’s Not Over*:):)


On to my MAINEST story…*I have no clue what that means*… I had the most unforgettable amazing experience..
Joyous celebration came to Kenya for the first time ever…Wasn’t I Glad because let’s face it… I got to know about them earlier this year…  and I became very interested in their music and there started my journey of hounding them…it’s what I do when I get musically inspired..😒
So..finally they made it to Kenya and I  had the chance of seeing them Live unlike earlier watching them on YouTube and One Gospel..I thought I Knew Joyous celebration..till I met Shiku who has literally ALL their dvd’s and knows All the members..😒😒 not to mention can sing all their! I clearly need to up my game…
Alright so I get to the concert since they had said it would start at 3pm…I actually got there around 2:45 PM… Had to find myself the best seat in the house considering I was sitting where the rich people were sitting…😆😆😆 and I didn’t want anyone blocking my view…
Sadly…it didn’t cross my mind that we are actually in Africa..and being African Timers and All.. The show started off around 5 – ish…😩 Hours before..I was ready to start throwing my rocks.*I had some packed* 😆
Reuben Kigame was put on to try and calm the situation because the congregation was already getting impatient. .I more than..😬 and The MC I have to hand it to him handled it really well despite the shouts from the congregation..*Yes I was amongst the shouters..:roll:Don’t judge me*😆
On the bright side..the organizers did a splendid job setting up.. everything was done with such finesse. From the lighting  to the sitting arrangements of the singers..It was simply breathtaking.
The most captivating element for me as regards the set up were the cordless microphones.. they were the normal cordless mics but they had this brilliant echo that left a long lasting was superb to say the very least…
The best part of the show for me was when Mahalia Buchanan came on and she sang “Lift Your eyes”.. she sang that song beautifully… I mean she’s one of the ladies of my generation that I pray The Lord connects me with That we may lead worship together. . the grace that surrounds her to do what she does…it’s just..beautiful…

Finally Joyous Celebration came on stage…I mean it was nothing Short of Amazing…i mean i danced my socks off…from the First tune that they sang..they literally left me amazed at how much precision and hard work they put in. You could tell hat it took long hours of practice and surely Prayer to pull it off.
It reminded Me of a story a friend of mine was telling me concerning the psalmsof David and how the singers of those Psalms Had to be Levites who were from the lineage of purity. The singers were all virgins and the worship was all about perfection…..It’s amazing how even during The time of David. .worship was just not something you get up and do..There was an element of “perfection” because David Knew who that worship was for…He deserved The Best and so He gave the best…
Why can’t we give the Best then? As I watched those Men and women worship… something was stirred in me. It’s all about detail…. everything should matter because it does.
What if we gave More to the one who blessed us with all the gifts and talents we have? How much more would he bless us with whom much is given,much is expected at Least thats what the word says.
Here’s More worship experiences..

Signing off

Thank You, Dad

Signature Moms

By: Anne Marie Holloway

I wrote this blog post two years ago as a Veteran’s Day tribute to one of my life’s greatest soldiers.

In 2011, when I wrote this post, my Dad was facing a diagnosis that rocked my parents’ world: Parkinson’s disease.

My Mom and Dad formed a two-person army to face this new battle. And, true to their spirits, my parents face  the challenge of living with Parkinson’s courageously. I am humbled daily by their steadfast faith, their love for their family and each other.

Parkinson’s disease can try to shake my Dad’s confidence and steal the joy of a pair of people so perfectly meant for each other – but it won’t. They won’t let it.

Parkinson’s has met its match in them.

So, here it is again…a ‘thank you’ to my Dad…

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Last Friday, my 8 year old brother called in sick so he stayed home..
I wasn’t particularly excited about that because, well you know, sibling rivalry..etc.
You’d think that by now, I’d have outgrown fighting for the tv remote..what do you know?.. I still do.. I bet it’s just not myself who shares in this feeling..
Anyways as I psyched myself for that day, I decided to play nice and just busy myself.. Avoid any confrontations..
So, he decided to whip out his play station games, and I thought, it couldn’t be that bad, so I joined in the action..
We played virtual tennis and we decided to play on the same team for once..😄 And not against each other.
We even hi-5’d everytime we won the game, and managed to do a little jig too..💃💃
And as we played on, I realized that my brother and I are just like any other siblings..
We talk back to each other and even argue but deep inside is ALOT of love…we all have different personalities, and as they fight to shine through, there’s bound to be friction and misunderstanding but as long as we let GOD’S LOVE to be our guide not only in our family relations.. Then w’ell be alright..

We managed to do a bunch of stuff together including taking each others photos afterwards..
I learnt a new things about my brother, just by spending time with him that day.. He actually can pose..😄😄
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